12/16/2010

On the skating boots....

I never thought skating was quite a job until i was in the shoes last sunday. The only game in my childhood that would come close to skating is what we used to call "mtelezo"(sliding on slippery mud barefeet). The difference is that we used to slide barefeet because then you move so fast without friction and a little water acted as the lubricant. However in a country  like Norway where you have snow and sometimes you might mistake it for manna (at least from the movies), you can't slide bare feet- you will freeze, therefore there are special boots for the purpose.
As usual plans for skating were made a week earlier and it was expected that the temperatures were to remain low so that we could go skating on a frozen lake. Unfortunately the temperature were not that low and we had signs on the frozen lake that it was not safe. Luckily there are field's specially designed for the sport and so we went.                        


Caro (Team mate) being helped to put on the skating boots. All this time i was waiting for mine to be sharpened(the blade below the shoe) and you can be sure i was dying to get into the field. Is seemed so easy for the Norwegians on the field and i thought i would being sliding like magic when i get in.





Immediately i got my boots i was so eager to be in the field and use my childhood mtelezo experience. The difference being that i had boots and it was not mud but ice. Although i convinced my self that i could maintain balance and that i needed no help, that was yet to be proved.

As you can see here, this was my first moment in the field. Instead of standing still (Like Caro) i lost my balance and as though i had dropped it to the ground i had to look for it.


 

Well, i managed to get my balance now i was ready to do my first lap round the field on skates. But was i do it a lone? Elli one of my bible study member dicided that it would be disastrous letting me by myself. Therefore she had to hold me close as she taught me how to do it.  Hold your balance, then make a small step to the right and a small step to the left alternatingly She explained. Now let's go Leeeeft......Riiiiiiggght, Leeeeeft.....Riiiight honestly i felt like a toddler who had to be taught how to write the alphabets. Anyway patience pays and i am grateful she was hold me. For there were a number of times i would have fell very bad on the hard ice and i don't know what would have happened.
On the other side Caro was being helped by my room mate(Vegard) and she did quite good.
After two rounds of being toodled i decided that i was grown enough to be let go. So i embarked on the first lap without support. Men, it isn't an easy thing especially when this form of excercise is foreign(Exotic) to the muscles.

Before i went out i was told that falling was inevitable, though i was a little scared i developed the courage of peter when he asked Jesus if he could come to Him walking on water. It was a risk but worth trying. I was impressed by my skill until the first quarter of the field, then my boots slide backwards instead of forward making me land on my stomach. Falling is not bad you only have to fall intelligently and land on the part of your body with generous proportions of flesh. By the time i was finishing my first round i had registered three falls.

My confidence grew and it became interesting after every successfully completed round. Thhe team got tired and it was time for a break-Hot kakao, chocolate, mandarin and banana break.


The break was really timely. I was very tired from the swinging and dancing of an amateur skater, but i kept wondering why the break was taking so long. We should be back into the field and do as many rounds as possible.

Finaly we got back to the field so that i could register more falls. I kept falling intelligently except for one that made me feel some pain. I fell on my back and landed on the side of my sitting apparatus- that wasn't so good but i managed to collect myself up and finished the last round having registered Six falls in total (In the Bible a rigtheous man falls seven times). That was a very fantastic day and one of the days i wish to remember " on the skating boots"
                                                                                                
               I hope we look like skaters do we?. See you next time although i don't see you now!!!.

12/12/2010

A puppet God?

There are times i have thougth that we defend God alot and that He should just appear face to face and defend himself. Questions upon questions have been asked about the character of God and there has been little data to answer them. Why doesn't God present Himself live live and answer these questions?

As i ponder over these questions it has hit me that we cannot defend God in the sense of a battle field or present perfect arguements as to why He does somethings and "refuses" to do other things. But we can explain somethings according to the revelation he has given us. This could be through His word (Bible) or personal experiences from ordinary life as well as from the nature around us.

Last week on Tuesday (as usual) we had a bible study with the students. Many of the students didn't show up because was exam time and they needed to prepare.All the same we had an interesting discussion about God. One of the questions that come up is why doesn't God Himself come down and show Himself so that those who doubt His existence can believe?.
The immediate assumption of this question is that people believe with proof. I would understand, atleast from the perspective that we live in a world where we have faith in what has proved to work. After all why should you believe in a machine that doesn't work? I am a student of mathematics and proofs are important in order to have faith in a model or a formula. But should we subject God to similar treatment? Only if we make God our equal and assume that he breathes the oxygen we breath and eats bread and cheese as we do.

As we discussed it became clearly that there are people who would only believe in God if He really appeared. While there may be some truth in that, this option was rather weak since God Himself has already shown up 2000 yrs ago in the Person of Jesus Christ but men rejected him. Men refused to believe in Him even the learned teacher of the Law who had studied the law to know when and how the messiah could come. We don't dispute that there are those who belived in Him and are saved, the point is Man will always have an excuse as to why they can't believe in God. The Bible stories of the Man born blind (John 9:1-34) and the Rich man and Lazarus (Luke 16:19-31) demonstrates this best.God on the other side can't force them to do so-he has given them the free will (God is a risk taker in that he creates a human being with a free will with includes the freedom to reject Him).

The question still remains, why doesn't He appear as many times as possible until the whole world is saved? The assumption here being that there more God shows himself up the more the people believe. But imagine that kind of a God who behaves like an errand boy and responds to our challenges of Him showing up. Isn't this a PUPPET GOD, that we all will make fun of? God is sovereign, he is our creator and our master. Everything we have we owe it to Him including our precious lives. Unless we have such like a view we will always think God as our peer.

As i had my devotions the day after i read the story about Zachaeus from the bible. This was a short man wanting to have a glimpse of Jesus. His quest to have a glimpse at Jesus was genuine to the extent of climbing a tree inorder to see Jesus pass. When Jesus gets to the tree He tell Him to come down because He would like to have Lunch at his home. Zachaeus is really excited and welcomes Jesus and Zachaeus receives salvation.
This story revealed one thing to me. That if people really what God to show Himself He will if it is an honest and genuine desire to believe in Him. God doesn't slam the door shut to every sincere and honest seeker of Him. He understands our struggles with the many answered questions about Him, but as the bible tells us ....the things that God has revealed to us belong to us and our children but those that He has not belong to Him. we can be humble enough to sit at His feet so that he can reveal more to us. But the first step have a relationship with Him. So things we make sense immediately others will not but it is only Him who knows why they don't make sense and why He has not chosen to reveal them to us.